I feel guilty.
I mean, yeah, I wrote over 250 articles in a course of almost a decade at the site. Many, many pages without pictures and such. A lot of history. A lot of opinions. I have a big mouth.
TXB's a one-man-operation. Has been that way since day one.
But sometimes, I feel that people don't really care what I have to say or write at the site. At times, I feel as if I'm a bird trying to teach fish how to fly.
The site is a diversion from the reality that is life. I'm a college graduate with a BFA who spends his days and nights taking care of his sick grandfather, which I've done every day since I graduated from college almost five years ago. I wash, clothe, and feed him every day and night. It's a thankless job, but somebody has to do it. It depresses me, and that's why I feel that I need a place to be creative. Of course, the original inspiration for the site has disappointed me in recent years, and I felt I had to move on.
Now, I'm writing more. I'm actually making a quartet of comics. I'm finding myself more immersed in comics as well as animation a little more. But, that's another story.
I do feel guilty at times. But then, I have amassed a lot of articles over the years, and I have a lot of years to go before I get truly bored.
What does the X stand for? It's definitely not Extreme. Extreme starts with E.