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Daughterof_Evil
06-27-2001, 08:32 PM
-Kon nichi'wa, guys and girls. I have to post this one in two parts because the post box only takes 3,000 words at a time. Anyway, I decided to start a new thread because the old one was getting long. This one is pretty safe, though near the end there's a brutal fight scene and I use the word "orgasmic" once. X's last comment in this part is from the movie Fight Club. I thought it was appropriate. Have fun.-
***
“ Mr. Bruce Wayne?”

He paused. His secretary, Maggie, a flustered young woman with short black hair, stopped a few feet behind him.

“ Yes?” he asked, staring straight ahead.

She was a lovely African-American woman, skin the color of cream and coffee, her dark hair braided into twists that fell about her shoulders. In one manicured hand, a gold badge gleamed beside an FBI I.D.

“ I’m Special Agent Helen Arroway with the Federal Bureau of Investigations,” she said, replacing the badge within the grey blazer of her Lana Lang pantsuit.

“ Good morning,” he said, offering a hand to her. She shook. Her grip was strong and soft.

“ I have a feeling you want to ask me about Nevig Lockhardt,” he said, opening the door to his office for her. She walked in. Following close behind her was a young man in a navy suit with red hair. Her partner, he realized.

“ Have the local police asked to see you?” she questioned.

“ Yes. They saw me at my home,” He looked around for Maggie. “ Can I get you anything?”

She declined with a quiet thank you. Her partner acted like he hadn’t heard. His face was angular, eyes deep black.

Bruce extended a hand. “ I don’t believe we’ve been introduced.”

He shook. “ Special Agent Marcus Carter,”

Bruce went around the back of his desk, taking a seat in his plush leather armchair. Discreetly, he pressed a button on the intercom. His two guests sat across the wide expanse of the desktop, staring at his silhouette against the bright Gotham morning streaming in the floor-to-ceiling window.

“ You were in Britain last week?” Agent Arroway asked.

“ Yes. I was visiting some new investors.”

“ And who went with you?”

Bruce folded his hands on his desk. “ My ward, Timothy Drake, and my butler, Alfred Pennyworth.”

She took notes in a small leather booklet. “ We’ve already confirmed through the GCPD that you were attending the party after the opera on Thursday evening. How did you know Isabella Mariocelli?”

“ She and I had once met in Sicily when she was working for an opera company there. A casual acquaintence, really.”

“ But an acquaintence that earned you a place at the cast party, no less.”

Bruce smiled slightly. “ It pays to have friends in high places,”

“ Yes,” agreed Agent Arroway.

“ We just need some information from you, Mr. Wayne,” Agent Carter said. “ You should understand that we’re not accusing you of anything.”

Bruce sat back in his chair. “ Whatever I can do to help.”

The agents traded glances, then went on.

“ Did Isabella ever act suspiciously around you?”

“ Never.”

“ I mean, anything,” Carter prodded. “ What did she like to do? Did she have any unusual hobbies?”

“ Other than her collection of Celtic armor, nothing much really stood out about her. She did have a beautiful voice though.” A shadow of memory flickered across his face, almost like a spasm. In a moment, it was gone.

“ What about her finances? We know she had stock in your company.”

“ All of those things were the business of her accountant. He did all the work.”

Agent Arroway nodded, taking it down.

“ Is there something you need to tell me about Isabella?” Bruce asked, leaning forward.

“ This is just the murder investigation, Mr. Wayne.” Agent Carter explained.

“ If this were just the murder investigation, wouldn’t it be Scotland Yard here instead of the FBI?”

Agent Arroway licked her black lacquered lips. “ We’ll level with you, Mr. Wayne, since you’re an outstanding citizen.”

Bruce furrowed his brow in contemplation. “ Yes?”

“ We think Mariocelli’s murder had something to do with Intergang.”

“ What would Intergang want with Isabella?”

Arroway looked past Bruce to the city outside. “ We’re not yet sure. Agent Carter and I were sent here from Washington because Gotham City is the birthplace of Geoffrey Mullen.”

“ I see.”

Agents Arroway and Carter stood, as did Bruce. A brief ceremony of handshaking and thank-yous ensued, and Bruce led the way to the door.

“ If you have any other information, just tell us,” she said, offering him a card. Bruce took it, looked at it, and bid them farewell.

Once the door had closed, he traveled back to his desk and sat down in his chair, turning it towards the expansive window. Outside, the monolithic spires of Gotham reached towards the morning sun.

“ Did you get that?” he asked.

“ Yes, sir,” came a cultured, British voice from the intercom.

“ Thank you, Alfred,” Bruce shut off the receiver with one snap.
***
“ Barbara said that some FBI guys were talking to her dad today,”

Bruce didn’t look back at him, but studied his ward’s reflection in the gigantic screen of the Batcomputer. The boy sat atop a far-off console, in his Robin suit, swinging his legs over the side. He seemed distracted, at unease.

“ Yes, she told me that too.” He hit a few random keys. A picture of a common Gotham thug popped up beside a long list of arrests. Small timer.

Robin looked down at his feet. “ Did they talk to you?”

“ They came to my office. They were looking for Bruce Wayne, not Batman,”

“ They asked about what happened in England, right?”

Bruce didn’t answer for a few moments. He ran a search on the amateur hood and reviewed a cluster of miscellaneous aliases.

“ That was what they came to me for, yes,” he finally replied.

Robin stared at the back of his mentor’s head, saying nothing. They communicated that way sometimes, without words. There was just an ambient energy in the air that must react the way dark matter does in space.

“ Isabella Mariocelli was an assassin called Belladonna,” Bruce said without hesitation. A single key cue brought up her face; a photo from some opera coinessieur magazine from a few years back. She was wearing sunglasses and waving to a crowd, a volume of gold bangles glittering at her wrist.

Robin jumped off the console and came up behind Bruce’s chair, watching the screen over the top of his head.

“ I thought she’d stopped killing for money two years ago,” he explained. “ I met her in Sicily ten years ago, when I was there investigating a mob hit on Lucius Fox. It turns out she was the one hired to do it. She must have switched over to Intergang when I wasn’t looking, though how she made the transition without any of Interpol’s agents coming upon her secret is still a mystery.”

“ Wait, what about Intergang?” Robin asked.

Bruce gave his ward a silent, unmistakable look. “ She was working for the German brigand. Nowhere near Mullen.”

“ What makes you so sure?” Robin questioned, a noticeable edge now present in his voice.

“ This,”

A French newspaper article popped up over the fawning photo of the late Isabella Mariocelli. The title picture presented an image of the charred skeleton of a private jet being towed away from an equally fire-blown airport terminal by a small cart.

“ This is in La Havre, France,” Bruce said. “ A private rental jet exploded in the hub. Interpol is saying it was a bomb to cover up the arrival of an Intergang leader named Nevig Lockhardt.”

“ Are they still looking for him?”

“ Yes, and an accomplice. A young female bodyguard seen traveling with him. She killed an Interpol agent named Claude Langouste and an informant with her bare hands before anybody could even catch a look at her face. I’ve been trying to load the video file all day, but the security system boots me out before I get a chance to complete it.”

Robin nodded. Barbara had just installed extra precautions on the Batcomputer’s hacking systems, making the trace “slippery” so that the breached security program simply kicked them out instead of actively attacking them. It was Bruce’s new favorite toy.

“ But why would this Lockhardt guy want another Intergang member dead?”

“ Belladonna belonged to the wrong type of Intergang. If she was working for the German brigand leader Hans Klirren, she was a prime target for any British-American Intergang member. Lockhardt has been trying to unify the separate Intergangs for years, and Klirren resisted. He wants the power for himself.”

“ So it’s just a matter of who dies first,”

Bruce quirked an eyebrow at the computer screen. “ If you want to think of it that way, yes,”

Robin hopped back onto the side console he’d been sitting on earlier. “ It’s just like the second World War all over again. Everybody’s sort of insane.”

Bruce shut down the program and pulled his cowl up over his head, fitting the moulded mask over his face. He strode down from the plateau of polished granite that the Batcomputer was inset into, then took a turn onto the parking turnstile, where the Batmobile patiently waited beneath a low glow of halogen wattage.

“ Go hit the training simulator,” he advised. “ I’ll want to see your score when I get back.”

Strangely enough, Robin didn’t entreat to come along on his nightly rounds. Instead, he nodded in understanding and watched as the turnstile ground slowly around. The Batmobile’s engine turned on with a purr, then increased to a roar, and a hot blue flame of jet fuel shot out the tail. It flew out into the dark chasms without even a second’s notice.

Robin immediately jumped from the console and into the chair Bruce had previously occupied in one acrobatic arc. He struck up the profiles, and filed in LOCKHART, NEVILLE with a quick type-hand he had developed in computer class.

LOCKHARDT, NEVIG popped up seconds later, correcting Robin’s spelling error. A picture of an older, snow-haired man with wizened blue eyes and the stoic features of a cultured man of the British Isles accompanied it, along with a rap sheet so long that Robin had to scroll through the boring parts.

Finally, he came upon the most recent report, filed in Bruce’s concise, business-like speech. It recorded everything Bruce had told him, except for one thing.

Lockhardt was working with Mullen.

Robin blinked. I’m sorry, Bruce, that you thought you couldn’t trust me with this. And I guess I’m betraying your trust, too.

If Mullen was in on this, it was a completely different deal. Tim had not, and had no intentions of ever, forgiving him for what he had done to her.

It had been three months. Still, sometimes late at night, he would run through the Batcomputer files, scraps of papers and news reports about the explosion in Metropolis. He knew each one by heart. At first, in the week or so after returning to Gotham, he had remained in the belief that it was only a tragedy because human life had been lost. They had never found her body, though a few pieces of charred high endurance material had washed up along the bay shore two days later.

He couldn’t bring himself to think of her name, or her face. But all at once, it had begun to filter into him after he had spent so long trying to shut it away.

Robin exited the computer program, and leaned back in his chair. He removed his mask with one hand, holding it in his palm as he rubbed his eyes. He was a fool. No matter how he struggled to forget, she was always there. She was always haunting him. It had taken him three months, but he found he could finally remember her face.

Daughterof_Evil
06-27-2001, 08:35 PM
She had dreamt of the red-clad boy that night, just as she had every other night. She didn’t know his name, but names were no longer important to her. She could fade from this life and into the previous one simply by shutting her eyes. She could fall into a body that was hers and replace a mind that wasn’t anything but a long-obsolete copy. Sometimes, a breath of night air or a tingling feeling along her spine let her into the brain of this girl, even though it was just an illusion, not even real.

Asmodeus woke her with a sharp, cruel kick to the ribs. Still asleep, she was hoisted into the air by her collar, her feet hanging above the ground.

“ You little *****!” he shouted. His face was red with rage, his forehead crumpled into rings of angry flesh. X’s head rolled back against her neck. She had learned by now to go limp whenever he went on a rampage.

“ Oh, Asmodeus, put her down,” came a silky, French voice from outside X’s peripheral vision. “ I like her, put her down,”

Asmodeus threw her across the room, and X felt the impact of the connection with the wall but not the pain associated with injury. She came to a rolling stop on the floor, staring up at the ceiling. At the edge of her sight, she saw Mlle., dressed in a blue silk house robe.

“ It’s not worth getting angry over,” advised the Mlle.

“ It’ll take me days to get this stuff back!” yelled Asmodeus. His voice bounced off the concrete box of the wine cellar. X didn’t move, but just laid still on the floor, silent.

“ So what, I’ll call Cervelle,” Mlle. suggested.

“ I’m not taking any advice from her!”

“ Just call Cervelle. She won’t ask any questions.”

“ Of course she won’t! She’ll only assume! And then everyone in the Rouen underworld will know my hacking systems were felled by a little girl!” He spat the last two words in X’s direction. She didn’t blink an eye.

“ I thought you safe-guarded them,” Mlle. said, crossing her arms.

“ I thought about it, but I hadn’t installed the self-destruct system and I thought if anybody came here looking for it I could just pull the plug and delete all the files immediately.” He hit himself in the forehead with one closed fist. “ Stupid!”

“ You were only being cautious,” consoled Mlle. She went to him and put a crooked finger under his chin, kissing him passionately. X turned her head away. The rustle of her dark hair against the floor drew Asmodeus’ attention and prompted him to end his embrace with Mlle.

He strode over and nudged her in the side with a boot. “ You’re lucky, Little X,”

She tried to remind herself of that as she waited for both Mlle. and Asmodeus to leave, then pulled herself up off the floor, dusting off her clothes. She could feel the hard knot of jade, warmed by her body heat, tucked securely in the front pocket of her dress. She fished it out and studied it in the milky light of the wine cellar. The jade was a perfect, apple skin green, carved and beveled with sandstone chisels, polished with sheepskin til it glowed. She removed the cheap nylon tassle from it and held it in her palm.

Taking a black suede shoestring from a pair of boots in Mlle.’s closet that had no doubt not seen sunlight in twelve years, she threaded it through the jade trinket and knotted it behind her neck so it fell against her chest. She tucked it under her dress and proceeded into the kitchen.

For three hours she watched the cook make bread. It was such a regular, menial task, but the cook did it with such decisiveness that it seemed almost graceful to X. The cook, a plump woman from Monacco, caught the small girl watching her and offered to show her how, sensing that this child had not been given domestic training in her life.

The bread-making lesson was interrupted by a knock on the rustic door of the kitchen. Turning, X was greeted by the image of Mullen as he moved through the shifting shadows, his eyes gleaming. His mouth was twisted into an almost mocking smile, a grimace that tried to hold back cruel laughter at her fantasy of normalcy.

“ Pardon,” said the cook, bowing her head and leaving as Mullen’s line of sight followed her slightly, but then shifted to X.

As the door batted closed, X stepped back from the woodblock and bowed deeply to him. “ Yes, sir?”

He was quiet for awhile. The sun was slanting in the sky, moving over the roof to the other side of the house, and the kitchen was becoming dark, occasional slats of wayward light coming in to catch the glint of Mullen’s scarred face.

X remained in a bow. “ Sir?”

“ This is the first time I’ve seen you alone in two weeks, X-san,” he said.

She righted her back. “ Yes, sir, it is.”

He leaned one hand on the woodblock, which still held the glob of raw dough. “ What have you learned so far?”

“ Strategies of assassination,”

“ And some escape and evade moves,” he said with a low, unearthly chuckle.

She nodded. “ Yes,”

“ Lockhardt told me you were shot in the flight from the Le Havre airport,”

“ It was nothing. It healed almost immediately,”

He took his hand from the woodblock and reached out for her. “ Let me see,”

She instinctively stepped backwards, her one action creating a stark footstep in the quiet kitchen. The automatic under-cabinet light behind Mullen pulsed on and began to hum.

“ Don’t disobey orders,” he said, taking her lower left arm in his fist. Her right hand spasmodically clenched behind her, but suddenly the tendons wouldn’t connect, and she found she couldn’t hit him.

Quickly, he unbuttoned the collar of her dress and yanked down the right sleeve. Her shoulder, strong and muscular, was marred by a rough circle of pink scar tissue that was as far developed as a wound inflicted a year before.

“ I needed to see if you required any muscle grafts,” he said, an excuse. “ But it seems to be healing quite well on its own. You shouldn’t need any real medical attention,”

Mullen studied it a second before pulling something from the holster strapped in the shoulder rig across his wide back. It was a silver injection lancette, loaded with a little plastic cartridge full of a pale, greenish liquid.

“ Here’s your Macchina,” he said, taking the plastic cap off of the industrial lancette. He placed a hand around her back, against her shoulder blade, to brace her. X took a deep breath inward as he pressed the needle to the flesh of her shoulder, feeling the immediate pull of the toxins flooding through her. Her veins stood out against her skin, running down her arm, up her neck, across her forehead. X’s mind went startlingly white as her head lolled back involuntarily, her heartbeat increasing to a roar inside her skull.

When she regained control of her senses, she was still standing there, and Mullen was buttoning her dress back up for her. She folded her arms over her chest as a protective gesture, deriding herself for having lost it in front of him.

“ Asmodeus told me something as well,” he said. “ I passed him in the hallway and he was yelling that you pulled the plugs on his computers downstairs,”

Aware that a lie would be both pointless and dangerous, she nodded. Her brain seemed to shift within her head in a sea of Macchina.

“ That was quite petty, X,” he said, looking down his patrician nose at her. “ You must remember that emotions such as that at this stage are unneeded and burdening. Besides, he is your handler.”

Then, as if by magic, he surprisingly switched initiatives. His voice became soft.

“ Asmodeus is not like you or me,” he explained. “ He is angered easily. He was not cultivated with the same discipline. Do not stoop to his level, child. Any problem you have with him you can only swallow.”

He turned to abruptly leave.

“ Sir!” she cried suddenly.

He looked at her.

“ I-I, don’t think I should be asking this,” she said, her voice low and shaking from the tremor of steroids, “ but why is it that everyone calls me ‘unique’?”

He blinked, bored. “ What else would they call you?”

She opened her mouth, but nothing came out. The realization was stuck in her throat, blocking her words. She was ugly. They called her unique because to call her deformed, wretched, or homely was too crude and common. They called her unique because they relied on her physical attributes (the muscles, the agility, the strange face) to gauge her worth as subhuman.

That was why Asmodeus, despite his malice, his cruelty, his evil, could find someone in the infinite universe who would care for him. Because he still held some semblance of beauty, something timeless even scars could not erase. And X had nothing. Her memories were confined to a few scattered images locked within her demented dreams. The boy clad in red was terrified of her, even as she kissed him, because she was a ruthless, soulless killer.

“ Anything else?” Mullen asked.

“ No, nothing,” she said quietly.

“ You report to me this evening after your dinner, all right?”

She nodded, and he left the kitchen. She remembered what he had told her, about swallowing emotion instead of showing it, and sat down in the corner on a short stool. The cook came in, finished lunch, left. X watched out the window as two Intergang men sparred hand-to-hand in the back yard.

Still watching them, she got up and escaped the dark kitchen, striding heavily through the breakfast room, out the back door and past the patio. The two men were fighting on the great emerald expanse of grass, ducking and punching and laughing at each other. Enjoying their freedom. Even from the edge of the porch, she could hear their conversation in rapid, gutteral German. Annaka Behm’s friends, no doubt.

She took one step out into the cushiony green grass, then used her scant, broken German to ask if one of the men wanted to spar with her.

They glared at her for a moment, then one, a handsome brown-haired man barely old enough to enjoy the goatee he was growing on his chin, volunteered. His partner, a closely-cropped blonde with a deep scar over his milky left eye and a gunshot scar beneath it on his gaunt cheek, stood back, folding his arms.

The brunette German and X began to circle each other, arms drawn up in attack position.

“ By the way,” he said in perfect, Germanic English, “ I’m Jan,”

“ And I’m X,” she told him. “ I’m sorry. You really seem like a nice man.”

Still somewhat bewildered by her comment, Jan jumped forward and tried to hook her in the jaw with his right fist. She dodged her head back, then swooped low to the ground and kneed him in the stomach so fast the air flew out of his mouth with a pathetic groan. She bowed back as he staggered up, trying to regain his equilibrium, forcing himself to breathe. One of his hands flailed momentarily at his stomach. Internal damage.

X goaded him on with a flick of one hand. The Macchina pulsed in her veins with the passionate, almost orgasmic rush of battle.

With a growl that told her he was not playing anymore, Jan flew at her and leapt into a roundhouse kick that grazed her cheekbone as she turned her head. Again, barely avoiding his attack, she struck at his face. He blocked her with one forearm. Her left knuckles kissed metal beneath his shirt sleeve. He was wearing a gauntlet. She struck again, this time with the right. Another block. His upper body motions were too distracting to him. He didn’t realize she had ducked down to hook her left leg around the inside of his knee until he was face-up on the grass.

She fell forward at his face immediately, hands knotted together to smash his nose in. He rolled, and his leg, still twined with her left knee, snapped as she rolled to the opposite direction.

He screamed something in German as she turned him on his back with a vicious blow to the head and straddled his chest. She hit him straight in the face again and again, til the hands straining to jar her went limp. Jan’s face was swimming with blood. One eye swelled shut as she knocked it from its nerve. Every time she struck him, she could feel the precious crunch of facial bone.

“ My God! What are you doing!?” yelled the blonde German on the sidelines. He spilled into a long, loud rendition of English spliced with shrapnel of his native tongue. X could hear people coming from the guest house. Jan, trying to speak through her punches, spewed a spatter of blood onto her white face. In one final gesture, he reached up and patted her on her heaving shoulder, all too gently. Then he fell mercifully unconscious.

X finally relented. Still straddling her opponent, she wiped the blood from her face with the inside of her sleeve and stood. Jan’s sparring partner ran to his side, tested his pulse, checked his breathing. He was still alive. X had made sure to leave him that way.

The blonde German looked up at her. “ What did you do?”

She looked over the flat, green plain of the lawn. A cluster of servants had formed on the patio.

“ I felt like destroying something beautiful,” she said. Listlessly, somewhat dazed, she walked away, over the lawn.

Susie
06-28-2001, 05:05 AM
The heart break poor Tim had for *ehem* was so sad. He is far too young to already feel the loss of love. I suppose that being youn, though, motivates him in different ways then if he was older. He's bound to be more reckless and think more with his heart then his head.

The fact that Bruce didn't want him to know about Mullen was a nice touch. Shows that Bruce knows where Tim's heart is and knows what the boy might do with that information. However, he might want to remember to put a password block on the Batcomputer next time :)

So, X's memories of a certian someone are still there and appear to be of some importance to her...good good. The fight scene, though gruesome, was almost heart-retching to see her so broken that her true dangerous ability comes through. I'll tell you what I wouldn't want to cross her on a bad day.

I can't wait for more and it's getting very interesting now that it appears the Gothamites are beginning to blend with the Assassains. Can't wait to see the you know what hit the fan :)

Panther
07-05-2001, 12:11 AM
Oh what joy to come back to the board and find all these lovely new posts for SoA!!!! I practicly jumped out of my seat when I saw the last one had Bruce and Tim in it! Yeah!!

Just when I think I have X figured out you go and twist her character and reveal even more layers!! Oh please give X her memory back! It will make things sooooo intertesting - and I still feel sorry for her even though she just decided to kill someone randomly.

Let me say again that you are a wonderful writer. I love the depth and attention to detail. I espeacialy love the way you causualy toss in references to literature and history and geography into what is turning into a full fledged novel!

I love all the fight sceanes. I finally got to see Hidden Dragon, Crouching Tiger, and parts of it reminded me of X. I'd say Hiden Dragon would be a god name for her.

:)

Please write more!!!!

Daughterof_Evil
07-07-2001, 03:08 PM
SUSIE- I'm glad you liked this part...I knew you'd enjoy the random Tim exposure, not to mention the angst he feels for what happened. It's so nice of you to say that Tim felt a loss of the heart -I noticed that when you wrote Wounded Dove-, and it's a nice twist because I had him denying his feelings toward her. I can't say he really loved her to any extent, but he did care about her and recognized the human emotions she had. And about Bruce, well, I have to say we all know Bruce works in weird ways. He probably wouldn't put a passcode on the info because he didn't want to hide it completely from Robin. Remember in Sins of the Father when he didn't soften the blow about his father's death? It's that sort of thing. Bruce just didn't want him going berserk. Thanks for reading into as much as you do. You've got a total knack for doing that.


PANTHER- Whoa, am I happy to see you!! I thought you'd fallen out of this dimension or something! I showed up here and saw you'd replied to my story and did a happy little dance. I knew the Bruce and Tim thing would bring you home! Now promise not to leave ever again!!! I saw Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, too, heck, I just got the DVD, and I've been watching it nonstop! So you are correct in seeing a similarity. X is sort of the innocent one in a sea of corruption, but the innocence is only skin deep. She's like Jen: dangerous, cruel, and mysterious but completely disarming. I saw you updated Prince Charming. I am virtually drooling to read it, so I've got to scram. Thanks for the nice comments and stopping to read my story!

witness
07-08-2001, 12:03 PM
well, i must say that this story just keeps getting better and better! you've given X a coldness with this part of the story.
i'm interested to see what will happen when she finally does meet up again with her boy clad in red. keep it up!

Daughterof_Evil
07-11-2001, 12:42 AM
-Okay, due to some transition problems, I accidentally titled the last episode as Part 18 when it was really Part 19. This is part twenty. Sorry if you were confused. This episode includes some intense scenes of sadistic torture, and shouldn't be read by younger audiences.-
***
Life means nothing.

She had been walking for what felt like hours, as the sun leaned westward in the sky, staining the surrounding land in a tangerine lacquer. The mansion of La Touga had disappeared behind her in the bank of stolid oak trees, and the sounds of inquiring voices had died away to become nothing but the wandering tones of the wind.

Far off, in the distance across the yellow field, she could see the slim black line of the log fence dividing her from freedom. She began to crash through the waist-high straw at an unseemly gait, tripping over sticks, pushing her way through the golden tide as the fence only fell further and further away. Despite the terminal position of the sun, she could feel the sweat beginning to form a film over her body as she continued on. Her hair became matted to her skull. A far-off scream pierced her brain and she fell, exhausted and overheated, to the ground.

There was only the sudden silence of blackness, the very real sensation of toppling from the sky, and the sick scent of straw.
***
A breath, jarred from lungs plated in iron, awoke her. The oppressive heat of the afternoon sun was absent, as was the field, and the sky. In the cool darkness, scented lightly of oaken barrels and the tangy odor of spilt grape fermentation, she immediately recognized where she was: the wine cellar of the La Touga maison.

She let her head fall to the side on its own accord. Through the mist of heat exhaustion and the darkness of the cellar, she could see that she was bound, spread-eagled, to a board that sat about three inches off the ground.

“ I see you have recovered,” came a satiny, Germanic woman’s voice from the depths of blackness. X had immediate trouble with placing it, as she had never heard Annaka Behm’s voice so soft.

The woman strode through the slight dark. She was wearing black cargo pants and a black, sleeveless polo top, which didn’t seem to fit with the patent leather gloves she wore and the seven foot whip she kneaded between her hands.

“ We had to tie you down,” she said throatily. “ I hope you like it, it’s my invention.”

Slowly, the events of the last day came back to her in a hellish slap as Annaka let the whip crack onto the soft part of her unexposed belly. X didn’t feel the sting, but only ran through her mind what had happened. Had she, in a demented Macchina rage, beaten to death a German Intergang member?

Annaka bent over at the waist so her face hung above hers.

“ Jan is my friend,” she hissed. The smooth, gentle side of her voice disappeared, and was replaced with the usual demonic tinge.

X gagged.

“ What, you want to say something, kind?” the woman asked, plucking mockingly on one of the wide leather straps that restrained her.

“ He-he is alive!” X cried, not questioning but stating.

“ Ja!” roared Annaka, rearing up and striking at her with the whip again. The tail of leather found X’s pallid face and pulled a bright red stripe across her left cheek. The shallow wound healed itself almost instantly.

Annaka sneered at her ability. X winced at the prickling of mending flesh.

“ How can I expect a thing like you to understand friendship and loyalty?” Annaka said with disgust written in her words. “ You, who are not even a real human, just some abomination of nature.”

“ Y-you made me this way,” X countered, almost silent. She turned her head as Annaka bore down on her, grabbing her by her collar and pulling her up even though the leather straps wrenched her back down.

“ What did you say? Speak up, kind!”

“ Y-you,” murmured X, ashamed of her tiny, animal fear, “ You and Mullen and all the others. The doctors and the scientists,”

Annaka threw her and the wheels attached to the bottom of the board sent her skating across the room. She smashed into Asmodeus’ dead computer terminal. Wires and cables choked her as her head fell under the table.

“ We could never make such a disgusting scrap of trash as you! You are nothing but some hideous mistake!” Annaka wound up her whip and lashed it out. The strap of leather wrapped around X’s foot, and with a pull, the girl was flying across the wine cellar again. She put out a foot and caught the rolling board by the head.

X looked up and saw the upside-down version of Annaka’s perfectly maintained face. The blue eyes gleamed, flat and malicious.

“ Everything you are is artificial,” she muttered.

With a kick, X flew into the other wall. The ceiling light snapped off. She remained there, listening as Annaka’s footsteps echoed up the wooden stairs, cut short by the abrasive slamming of the cellar door. The darkness penetrated again. This was the way they would punish her for her momentary act of insanity. She let her head fall back and shut her eyes. There was no will to sleep. Images of the red clad boy fleet through her ravaged mind, spasmodic shards of random thought.

After what could have been hours, the cellar door opened, casting a solid, rectangular plate of yellow light down the steps. A fast forward in time, a point of non-continuum where life and action slipped in and out of focus, and Mlle. La Touga was kneeling by her side.

A cool piece of glass was pressed to her lips. “ Drink,” advised the fragrant French voice, and X did, emptying the glass in a single draught.

A tiny clink as the glass was set upon the cement floor, and Mlle. smoothed back X’s damp hair with one hand. There was no light, only noise, so the bound girl only noticed the sound, like a wind chime, as Mlle.’s bracelets bunched up on her slim wrist.

“ They are upstairs, debating for your execution,” she said. “ Annaka wants you destroyed for what you have done.”

X licked her bottom lip thoughtfully. Her face still hurt from the sting of Annaka’s whip.

“ Tell me, Little X, what your obligation to them is,”

Pieces of her conversation with Fraulein Behm came back to her in a frenetic rush. “ I don’t know,”

“ Were you born to them? Did they pick you up?”

X shifted, and the creak of leather bound her back down to the board. “ No, none of that. It’s hard to understand,”

“ What is hard to understand?”

“ It’s...I made a promise to Mullen,”

“ If you made a promise to him, he must lobby on your behalf,”

“ I have no reason to believe he will.”

Mlle. folded her legs under her yoga style and stared at X. The girl could feel her eyes upon her.

“ They said you overheated, and that was how they caught you in the field. I know it sounds strange, but they said it like you were a car or a tractor. A machine.”

X didn’t answer. Her body, as normally human as it felt to her, was not. How could she explain the mechanisms at work within her, most of which they had never even detailed to her?

“ What will death be like?” she asked quietly, resignedly.

“ Like this,” Mlle. replied.

The cool, fragrant darkness of the wine cellar pressed in around them. In the silence, X could feel the beating of her own inhuman heart.

“ You are so nonchalant about it,” the woman said. “ Me, I am afraid of death. It must be so lonely.”

“ Sometimes...sometimes life is lonely.”

Her lip trembled. For the first time in months, she could detect the nuances of emotion inside her in the needles working their way up her throat. She willed her tears away, but they stung her tired eyes.

I...I haven’t slept. I haven’t had a rest in so long. Maybe death is just a very long sleep.

“ I like you, my pet,” Mlle. said softly. “ You are so much braver than me.”

A silky movement of shifting fabric, and Mlle. leaned over X, her hands on either side of her. She kissed her gently on the forehead. The scent of jasmine was everywhere. Then, in another spastic contraction of time, Mlle. was gone. X shut her eyes. The tears wound slowly down her face, hot and thick and tasting of seawater. She forced herself to think of the red clad boy with the R on his chest. Silently, she drew an R on her own breast. Her eyes flew open.

The halo of white, spreading out from a sphere of pure energy, was flashed in her face. It began to blink psychotically, strobing at different frequencies every second. Metallic flavor in her throat. Rushing in her ears. The infinite nothingness of death visited upon life.

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***
The screen came on with a little fizzle; the backround was the grey of an Irish moor behind a floor-to-ceiling window bordered on the bottom with a heavy mohagony desk. A figure entered, sat at the desk, and looked at the camera. Mullen’s face glowed tan like the genetically altered poster boy of a toothpaste ad, the X-shaped scar fading into the sleek muscles, slightly beige-pink against the skin. She noticed sometimes he had facial tics. He folded his hands.

The words coming from his always moving mouth were not in a language she could understand or even place correctly; at times it sounded Gaelic but a sudden turn would cast it into a Baltic light, or perhaps some lost, ancient Germanic tongue. The subtitles running along the bottom of the screen, supplanted over the mohagony desk, were lime green.

If we cannot defeat the tyrannical world powers, the powers who imbue upon generations and generations the rites of subjugation and descrimination, there is no hope for the future of this world.

If we cannot defeat the tyrannical world powers, the powers who imbue upon generations and generations the rites of subjugation and descrimination, there is no hope for the future of this world.

The audio and subtitles remained as the scene of Mullen sitting placidly at his desk disappeared. It was replaced with a clip of Israeli soldiers firing a giant ground canon into the air, a cloud of desert dust blooming behind it. Then a shot of an atomic bomb exploding a hapless island in the South Seas, blowing away a model house and several cardboard children as the mushroom cloud cast the eerie glow of nuclear red over the landscape. Proceeding it came a black and white newsreel of a Japanese kamikaze pilot crashing his plane into an aircraft carrier, the wreckage bursting into flames and skating down the carrier’s length in a hail of sparks and smoke.

The scenes of war continued, on and on, never ending, not even when the tears spewed from X’s eyes from the strain of keeping them open. Every time she shut them for more than a blink, a tiny electrical shock ran through her, bestowed by a sensor attached to her left hand. The taste of the raw leather mouth restraint on her tongue was salty and bitter.

The television screen above her head lapsed into a very different scene six hours later. A vision of a water fall, clean, clear water babbling over smooth grey rocks, thin stalks of juvenile bamboo sprouting up from the damp, mossy ground. Mullen’s voice continued, aided by its English subtitles. It lasted ten minutes, then was cut short by a sudden, abrupt scene of a land mine exploding, gouging a crater out of a field somewhere in the Balkans. The silent image, punctuated by Mullen’s never ending tirade, faded into another violent clip.

She could do nothing but watch, her entire body twitching in a spasmodic rictus that could have been the oncoming stages of Turrette’s or just her own effort to keep from laughing or screaming. The leather bindings were much too tight.
***
A bead of condensed water dripped onto her closed eyelid, awakening her immediately. She looked up through a spindly maze of chicken wire that covered the foot-by-foot square cut from the box she was in. She couldn’t move; the box was so narrow that her nose just barely grazed the chicken wire. She couldn’t tell how long she’d been asleep.

Asmodeus stared down at her, a silly, slightly drunken smile on his face. She had an idea that his intoxication had nothing to do with liquor.

“ It’s time to go,” he said, still smiling. “ Are you ready to get up?”

She blinked at him. Her voice was hoarse. “ Yes,”

He coughed abruptly. A droplet of water fell from the air conditioning unit attached to the wall above her head and splattered on her face.

“ Good, let’s go,” he said, fumbling with the brass lock on the side of the box. X licked her paper-dry lips as the bolts clicked open.

Susie
07-18-2001, 12:24 AM
I'm still quite curous as to what those little messages at the bottom of some post means. Each time I can make out certain things that seems to be in, almost, code. This one I can see Robin, plus the assorment of letters and numbers. Just wondering what they mean or represent.

At first I always felt that X and who she was before was a terrible person, but no, I realize that those around her are so much worse. I think I might have said it before, but it's such an interesting thing to see a story told nearly completely from the "other" side of the hero world. We always seem to folow Batman and all, dipping into the crime world where they intercept, but rarely do you find a story that deals with how someone, who can be considered evil, is formed.

It's truely frightening yet intriguing how you've formed this secret, and deadly, society.

I looked forward to more!

Daughterof_Evil
07-25-2001, 01:10 PM
Hey, thanks! I'm always excited to see what you think of my stories. The code at the bottom of some of the posts is just that, code. It's supposed to convey the feeling that X isn't as much human as machine anymore. I stuck in little bits of stuff from her past to keep it interesting.

I've always been sort of fascinated with the "dark" side of the super heroes. I mean, it kind of irritated me that they never really took the time to explain why some bad guys are worse than others. For example, it was never mentioned in the Batman series that Two Face's father severely abused him when he was a child, creating a store of unfulfilled rage inside of Harvey Dent that would eventually evolve into his alter ego. Now that's important stuff. I figured it was about time we stopped focusing on the heroes' origins and began to explore those of the villains.

Thanks for the compliment! I saw you posted more on Long Road Home, so I'm pretty much freaking out to read it. Ja ne!

Panther
07-27-2001, 12:06 PM
Oh D of E!

Will we never be able to see X's true name? All your fans from teh old bored know what it is and I persoanlly really wish you'd give teh poor girl her memory back! Intresting point that hte code indicates how machine like she is. Reminded me of Obi Wan's line: 'more machine than man' - but thna I thought - didn't Darth Vader prove he was capable of emotion at the end when he saved Luke? But all this delving into teh criminal mind is fasinating - I agree its good to hear their side for a change.

Well, I have to go,

later