BB's Sucky World Rant

[BourgeoisBuffoon]

Sigh.....I have a lot to say, first off. That said...I'm very depressed. -_-

Firstly, I want to apologize again for abandoning Toon Zone again. As of late, I've realized how special this place is for me. It's probably my only source of comfort right now.

I'd said I'd like to apologize for generally ignoring this place, but more importantly to my friends here. G.I. D'oh, Sango, Batboy2001, Danielle, Nftnat....if I seemed cold, I'm sorry. And that's also to the rest I see on the board. You're all pretty much the closest friends I have right now.

Now that that's gone, I have to say....for now, I'm gonna be on a lot less. I have sucky grades right now, and I have too many other personal problems in my life that have made me miserable. Love stinks, my parents only give a frig about my grades, yada yada and all that junk.

Everytime I come here...feh. I said I love this place, but I dunno if I really ought to be here. I look at most of my posts and I seem to babble on with all I have to say, saying what's been said a million times, and I look at everyone here having fun...I feel like....I'm just a guest at a circle of friends instead of being one of you. I dunno why, but that's how I feel here now...

...gah. I feel pathetic. Thanks for reading this. Mods, I'm sorry if I shouldn't have posted this. I'll try to post here, but it'll probably be not much. I'm sorry...I just needed to get this off my chest.

[Naraht]

Originally posted by BourgeoisBuffoon
Sigh.....I have a lot to say, first off. That said...I'm very depressed. -_-

Firstly, I want to apologize again for abandoning Toon Zone again. As of late, I've realized how special this place is for me. It's probably my only source of comfort right now.

I'd said I'd like to apologize for generally ignoring this place, but more importantly to my friends here. G.I. D'oh, Sango, Batboy2001, Danielle, Nftnat....if I seemed cold, I'm sorry. And that's also to the rest I see on the board. You're all pretty much the closest friends I have right now.

Now that that's gone, I have to say....for now, I'm gonna be on a lot less. I have sucky grades right now, and I have too many other personal problems in my life that have made me miserable. Love stinks, my parents only give a frig about my grades, yada yada and all that junk.

Everytime I come here...feh. I said I love this place, but I dunno if I really ought to be here. I look at most of my posts and I seem to babble on with all I have to say, saying what's been said a million times, and I look at everyone here having fun...I feel like....I'm just a guest at a circle of friends instead of being one of you. I dunno why, but that's how I feel here now...

...gah. I feel pathetic. Thanks for reading this. Mods, I'm sorry if I shouldn't have posted this. I'll try to post here, but it'll probably be not much. I'm sorry...I just needed to get this off my chest.

Eh, don't worry about it....some times you need to rant, and where better than to ppl who through the miracle of cyber space, care for you! =D

I've been where you're at, and still, I dunno what to tell you....

If you need help with school, just ask...I may not act like it, but I'm fairly bright, and despite my grades, did know most of the stuff they were teaching me.

Your parents...eh, I've found that my relashonship is much better from afar...you've lived with em for too long, so it's normal that you can't stand them & vice versa...they care for you..


Love...er...umm.....since I have yet to have a girlfriend, much less been in love.....I gotta "abstain" from that topic. *sigh*

Anyway, we're here if you need us...

[Vin]

Originally posted by BourgeoisBuffoon
Sigh.....I have a lot to say, first off. That said...I'm very depressed. -_-

Firstly, I want to apologize again for abandoning Toon Zone again. As of late, I've realized how special this place is for me. It's probably my only source of comfort right now.

I'd said I'd like to apologize for generally ignoring this place, but more importantly to my friends here. G.I. D'oh, Sango, Batboy2001, Danielle, Nftnat....if I seemed cold, I'm sorry. And that's also to the rest I see on the board. You're all pretty much the closest friends I have right now.

Now that that's gone, I have to say....for now, I'm gonna be on a lot less. I have sucky grades right now, and I have too many other personal problems in my life that have made me miserable. Love stinks, my parents only give a frig about my grades, yada yada and all that junk.

Everytime I come here...feh. I said I love this place, but I dunno if I really ought to be here. I look at most of my posts and I seem to babble on with all I have to say, saying what's been said a million times, and I look at everyone here having fun...I feel like....I'm just a guest at a circle of friends instead of being one of you. I dunno why, but that's how I feel here now...

...gah. I feel pathetic. Thanks for reading this. Mods, I'm sorry if I shouldn't have posted this. I'll try to post here, but it'll probably be not much. I'm sorry...I just needed to get this off my chest.

Don't feel pathetic, you're a great guy. If you ever need to talk, email me at vince@toonzone.net. I've been through rough times as of late too and it always helps to have someone to talk to. If you need to vent, whatever, just send me an email. I'm here.

[Sango]

Hey, BB, I understand how you feel. I'm sorry I haven't been on AIM too much lately to talk to you. It's the end of the semester and we have exams and I have a lot of homework to do I've been putting off...

I know what you mean about not feeling like you're contributing much to the board. I know I'm not contributing anything, but I post anyway. :p

I hope you start to feel better soon. You know that I've had times like this and remember you can always talk to me. I should be on AIM more often starting this weekend so maybe I'll see you on there and we can talk. :)

Take care!

[Singin' Stray Cat]

:( :( ...

Awww, I'm sorry all this happened to ya, BB.... I've told you this before, but I'll say it again; you are indeed a great guy, regardless of how often you post here. If you ever need someone to just listen to you, you can IM or PM me too. I don't mind at all. :)

[JustJack]

Rant away, my friend! When the world pushes you down, I personally feel this is a good place to let off some steam. We all may be millions of miles away from eachother, but..heck, I do care. Got any problems, and I'll be happy to listen! :cool: ;)

[Failure]

Hey BB, get your personal & school life in order. It might be tough, but you'll come out the better. If you need anyone to talk to, dont hesitate to pm or im or email me. Seriously! :)

We'll be here waiting, looking forward to your next posts, anytime you're ready. :)

[batboy2001]

No meed to opologive to me. Stuff happens in life. :) If ya wanna talk let me know, I am a good listener....

[Terminatah]

Originally posted by BourgeoisBuffoon
Sigh.....I have a lot to say, first off. That said...I'm very depressed. -_-

Firstly, I want to apologize again for abandoning Toon Zone again. As of late, I've realized how special this place is for me. It's probably my only source of comfort right now.

I'd said I'd like to apologize for generally ignoring this place, but more importantly to my friends here. G.I. D'oh, Sango, Batboy2001, Danielle, Nftnat....if I seemed cold, I'm sorry. And that's also to the rest I see on the board. You're all pretty much the closest friends I have right now.

Now that that's gone, I have to say....for now, I'm gonna be on a lot less. I have sucky grades right now, and I have too many other personal problems in my life that have made me miserable. Love stinks, my parents only give a frig about my grades, yada yada and all that junk.

Everytime I come here...feh. I said I love this place, but I dunno if I really ought to be here. I look at most of my posts and I seem to babble on with all I have to say, saying what's been said a million times, and I look at everyone here having fun...I feel like....I'm just a guest at a circle of friends instead of being one of you. I dunno why, but that's how I feel here now...

...gah. I feel pathetic. Thanks for reading this. Mods, I'm sorry if I shouldn't have posted this. I'll try to post here, but it'll probably be not much. I'm sorry...I just needed to get this off my chest.

At least you got a kickass avatar. I recognized it (and your name) the second I saw it.

-Terminatah

[Nightflower]

Don't feel bad for complaining, I did it just a few days ago when I got my postsecondary art portfolio requirements!

I'm glad that this place provices comfort to you, and certainly don't feel obligated to make an appearance if you don't feel up to it. Take your time to get your bearings, study hard, and feel better :)

[Danielle]

It's so hard to say stuff that's already been said, but that doesn't mean it's bad! It just makes it twice as strong! I hope your problem gets better. If you want, you can e-mail me at danigre@home.com, or talk to me online, though I may not be on so often; I have some problems of my own that are taking away from my time.

Anyway, good luck. :)

[nightwing_38116]

I understand what you're going through. Love does suck at times, but one day you realize how wonderful it can be. Just try not to get so hung up on it right now. I know that's MUCH easier said than done. You're a bright guy. As far as your grades, no one knows why they're slipping better than you. Try and focus some energy towards your academics. It may make you feel better and get your parents off of your back as well. Most importantly, talk to your folks. They're on your case because they love you and want you to do well in life. You've always got friends here. Later.

[optimal321]

Wow, you sound a lot like me. Trust me, i, and many others here, know how you feel and will be right here if you need us. Anything you need, don't hesitate to ask advice, or just rant about something. That's one of the purposes of this board.