It's official.... My life is a 100% living hell

[The Dork Knight]

Hey all...
Remember earlier this month I posted that my grandmother has cancer and she would get her breast removed? Well we found out she won't be getting her breast removed. Tomarrow she will be back home. Excuse my language... The cheap ***** hospital won't take care of her... Why is she coming back? They said she is going to die..... :( Do I need this to happen? Do I? This is the same woman who taught me how to read dammit! Why? WHY DOES THIS SH@# HAPPEN TO ME?!?!?! WHY? WHY? :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( At least a have a family online that worries about me unlike my school family. At least you guys don't think I am an *****hole like my school family does.

When I am older and I am in the wrestling business, who will I be thinking of? My grandmother. When my mother went to work, who took care of me while she was away? My grandmother. Well I see you guys later. Peace.

[Gossamer]

Your grandmother will be in my thoughts and prayers, but I think you need to get a grip on yourself, if only for your grandmother's sake. I have been where you are (with my mom) and what she is going through is worse. You in a melt-down does her no good. Spend time with her, if you can. Let her know you care, that you're there for her. Good fortune to you both. Take care and hang on.

Robert Reynolds
Tucson AZ

[Sogturtle]

Peter~

I am soooo sorry to hear this! My heart and prayers go out to you, your Mom, and you Grandma. There are never words good enough at such times. Your friends here on the board all support you and feel deeply for you (even if the kids at your school are rotten to you).
We care and God loves you.
Tim in Phoenix, Az

[Matthew Hunter]

I'm really sorry about that. However, I think you need to calm down a little. You are obviously very close to your grandmother. Believe me, I have lost two grandfathers, one to cancer, the other to a thankfully brief bout with Lou Gehrigs disease. The last days of both of their lives were some of the best times I had with them. Look on the bright side, spend some time with her, tell her how much you care about her. Be thankful that you are well yourself and have had the opportunity to enjoy your grandmother. There are worse things that can happen to you. I will keep you and your family in my prayers, and if you need to talk about this we're always here to listen. Oh, and about your own family not caring? They do, but how you feel right now...they probably feel the same way. In fact, try talking to your grandmother about it...she'll listen, I'd bet you. When my grandfather (dad's father) was sick 2 years ago with Lou Gehrigs disease, the whole family came to visit him. You wouldn't believe how rude some of them were to me, how irritable, how stressed. These were people I had known and loved all my life, now being mean or just ignoring me. It really bugged me...but my granddad listened. He could hardly talk then, but he LISTENED. After he died my family was even more preoccupied during the funeral weekend. And I thought my aunt didn't like teenagers before...wow. Anyway, I dealt with that unfortunate weekend by watching cartoons. Yes! You'd think I wouldn't want to during a depressing weekend, but there were a bunch of Bugs and Daffy hours on and I watched, then taped and watched again. My uncle's best friend was also there, and he liked the cartoons too...I'll never forget the day I was sitting in the kitchen of my grandparent's house, nothing to do, rainy, nasty day, watching cartoons with Mr. Deely. Anyway, pal, you'll be okay. And something else really works when you feel neglected and mad at the world....prayer.
-Matthew

[Thad Komorowski]

My thoughts and prayers are with you, Peter.


-Thad

[Nelson]

I'll say a prayer for your Grandmother my friend....God Bless

[The Dork Knight]

Originally posted by Matthew Hunter
Oh, and about your own family not caring? They do, but how you feel right now...they probably feel the same way.

I did'nt mean my family family. I meant my school family. Meaning my friends. You see, all they do is viciously make fun of me. I ask them to be nice to me. Yet in return they mock me even more. Of course we hear from my peers, "I think faster than you run and I run faster than you think." Tommarow is going to be bad. I have a strange feeling I'm going to break down in study hall. Me and my friends talk there so of course they will make fun of me. All you guys are lucky. At least you hav'nt been made fun of since kindergarten. Well see you guys later. I ordered a book on my favorite wrestler, Mick Foley, so that will cheer me up. See ya!

[Tintin]

Also my toughts for your grandmother. Good luck!

[laugh4me]

You and your family will be in my prayers.

And hey - you know you're important to all of us here.

[Matthew Hunter]

Oh, the friends picking on you routine, eh? I've had that one, believe me. My sixth grade/seventh grade year was horrible. Man, those turkies, they did everything to me, and called me any name imaginable. Ever had your face flushed in a toilet? (this is a game called "swirlie"). How about poked fun at merely because you like to draw? Because you suck at football? It was mainly because I was a new student coming into a new middleschool, and these guys had a thing for picking on the new kid. Plus I was kind of a nerd, but then isn't everyone at that age? Anyway, if I did ANYTHING, those jackasses (well, I guess that word's okay to say in this case) made fun of me. They were very creative in their evil ways. You would not believe how relentless they were. And you know, my eighth grade year we were nearly all best friends. I still keep in touch with two of my former classmates from middle school, and I have friendly run-ins with others quite often. And I'm no popular guy now,in high school, but I'm not picked on anymore and I have some very good friends.

What do your "friends" pick on you about anyway? Man, I know the feeling, I wish people like that would get a taste of their own cruelty some times. What's their deal? Don't tell me it's not liking you because you watch cartoons...

-Matthew

[kiddiesunshine]

things will work out. be strong. we're all in your corner.

[Jack]

Originally posted by Matthew Hunter
[B]Oh, the friends picking on you routine, eh? I've had that one, believe me. My sixth grade/seventh grade year was horrible.
Those must be the special, "lets pick on people years" they were hell for me as well. I was never flushed in a toilet (that sounds really awful), instead I was taunted in every verbal way imaginable. It didn't help that my family had moved there in the middle of the school year either. So I had no pre-established friends (not like I really had had any at my old school, but at least people knew me.)

You and your grandma are in my thoughts and prayers as well, Peter. Make the remainder of time you two can spend together really count. I remember when my grandma died suddenly, it was when I was in first grade.

Try to do your best to ignore your friends' taunting. It'll be hard, but years from now they won't matter at all. You'll have friends who care, even if it isn't a lot of friends (it doesn't take a lot of them, just few very good ones)


Jack:D

[The Dork Knight]

Originally posted by Matthew Hunter
What do your "friends" pick on you about anyway? Man, I know the feeling, I wish people like that would get a taste of their own cruelty some times. What's their deal? Don't tell me it's not liking you because you watch cartoons...

For some reason they don't make fun of me because I like LTs! It's mostly because of my taste of music and video games. The music I listen to is Rage Against the Machine, KoRn, Marylin Manson, Green Day (DOOKIE!), and Billy Joel. Here's in order of what they say. Rage: Gay, Korn: F*****' gay, Marylin Manson: Mother F*****' gay, Green Day: Retarted, Billy Joel: Gay (Funny, these are the same kids who like Enmema... er Eminem). Now they also make fun of me because of my choice in gaming systems. I like Nintendo. I'm getting a GameCube instead of a PS2 so they hate me for that. I'm getting a GC because of various games (Simpsons Road Rage, Star Wars Rouge Leader). They got PS2 it's expensive. I'm also one of the stereotype nerds, you know, the ones that like Dungeons and Dragons and Star Wars. One girl I asked out said I should stop liking that stuff. $&@$%*& HER! Well see you guys later. Peace.

[dendawg]

Forget those so-called "friends." If they can't understand your tastes, they're no friends at all. Just make the most of the time you have left with your grandmother. I was afraid to go to the hospice where my dad died of cancer, and before I knew it, he was gone. Don't let that happen to you, okay?

As for them picking on you, Jack's right. By the time you're in your twenties, they won't matter at all.;)

[kiddiesunshine]

Dude, seriously, Peter! We should hang out! We have the same taste in everything! I like all those bands too! And i too was teased in school, but not for drawing or anything like that. I was teased for "acting white", being smart and being overweight. I always let people know where I'm coming from right away in terms of things I like. OK, so what I'm now 19? Should I stop playing with toys for other people? I'm always known for being a crazy person where ever I live, maybe because I always say what I'm thinking (which is mostly odd, perverted thoughts). But one thing that's never been a problem is finding one real friend that understands me and is almost as twisted and sick-minded as me. Ignore all insignificant distractions. Your life and the lives of your family and friends are all that matter.
To all others, just "throw up you middle finger and let it linger longer than the rumors that I was stickin it Christina." You know what I mean?

[BillC]

Hey gotlucky64,

losing 2 grandfathers to cancer I know some what of
what your going through Prayers do work and miracles
do happen. think POSITIVE thoughts sickness and disease
is NOT from GOD!

BillC

[Brandon Pierce]

Sorry to hear this. My teacher's mother died a few weeks ago. Now your grandmother may. Sorry.

[Emmanuel Cruz]

Dang, Pete. I've never lost a family member like that but all my prayers are to your grandmother. I have no grandfather because my dad's dad died in the 70's and my mom's dad left my mom when she was a baby. I am grateful to have two loving grandmothers but it's a shame your grandmother had to be plaqued with this predicament. I share the same relation with my dad's mother as you do with your grandma. May you, your family and your grandma say strong. As for your friends, I also am teased because of my hobby of studying and collecting LT's, my weight (I'm 13 and I'm 170 lbs.) my looks and I could keep going on. Me and my fellow TTTP posters are here with you all the way. God Bless!

-Emmanuel:)

[Pietro]

I'll keep you in my prayers, Pete!

-Pietro:D

[The Dork Knight]

Thanks guys. I kinda wish Jon would post though. For some reason, everf since the Speedy petition, Jon has hated me ever since...

[Brandon Pierce]

everf since the Speedy petition, Jon has hated me ever since...
What! Why? Does Jon not want Speedy to be back on TV?

[Patrick McCart]

I know how you feel, Peter.

I lost one of my grandmothers to altzheimers disease (She died in her sleep, peacefully.)

Life should never be determined by money...it's one of the few things that's priceless.

[The Dork Knight]

Originally posted by Brandon Pierce

What! Why? Does Jon not want Speedy to be back on TV?

No, because I put his name as a sponser for the petition before he made it official.